Sleepless

I could neither sleep nor gainfully employ myself,
I was restless but did not want to move past the confides of my four walls,
The most brief interaction, tears were shed,
I couldn't hold it back no more,
again this person was seeing me,
seeing wright through me,
My fears were on display and it was if he as reading my mind.
I wanted him out of my head, but I wanted him in my bed,
Something greater then he or I could have expected,
something was awaking, I was vulnerable, he knew this,
There as no bull shit but raw emotions,
The finally wall had been broken,
the moment he acknowledge that scared little girl.
He saw her and I didn't know how to connect to her,
he was the bridge, he was the key to communicating, with this young girl.
For the first time I didn't want him to hug me sexually but as a comforting friend.
The shoulder to cry on, I had reached my end.