Interesting

one day could change everything,
voices from the past now understood,
two people could meet and Interesting how different those people could be,
night and day can co-exist and movies created without a script,
the very existence of man explored, how could this be,
Even the angels watch in amazement at this story playing through,
maybe the distraction is needed, maybe it is forced but the view neccessary,
the search for happiness and calm an introduction so wild and crazy, how could this be,
never would this have happened, could it be true,
The undertone dark, hidden words in music and words not said,
the air suddenly chill and heart rates slow,
taken away carried on the melody of a humming birds hum,
the inability to image what could be coming but why,
why does there have to be a tomorrow or an answer for the feelings,
There are too many times we hold ourselves back scared,
the human emotion of fear is the most paralizing,
crippling you so that you don't feel again,
every now and then you have to spread your wings and fly,
every now and than you have to live and be lost in the moment,
maybe there will a tomorrow maybe there wont but at least you lived through today,

Interesting that after death there will always be life,
a new creation is spawned from every destructive state,
As the new creation grows and develops and a true form takes shape,
remance of the past can be seen, things look familiar though just introduced,
pointless to believe that you have meet this person before,
the interaction feels familiar though brandnew, Ideology in sync, 
the warm  embrace of free love, could this be anymore perfect, 
Could this be, interesting?

Can We Talk?

Will you actually listen?
There is so much that I want to say,
need to say but the words wont flow because they are falling on drunken ears.
I love you more than I should and more than I care too but I do,
Is it possible to be married to someone you have never been married to?
Someone you have never known but you know so much about already,
Talk about what people deserve,
Do I deserve how you treat me, do I deserve the indifference?
You fear being abandoned, yet you continue to abandon me,
You claim all your friends screwed you over and you continue to screw over me,
Do I deserve your type of friendship?
Can we talk?
Will you actually hear me?
Or are you in a drunken stupper,
Drowing whatever is left of your life,
Affirming that it will change but falling short of the requirements to change it,
You don't need me but I need you,
Not to support me but to listen,
I keep beating myself up thinking it is I who is not worthy,
but its you who is not worthy of the amazing life we could have and create together,
It is you not I who is blinded by the glitz of the world, too blind to see what can be shared,
The body of a Goddess and the Mind and Spirit of a Universe without end,
We could conquer this mortal world but you let it drown you,
I have destroyed the brand that the world wishes me to have,
I have coined and monetized my existence,
No one can stand or breath the air I do,
I am beyond this world and others like it,
I am the creator of all things great,
I am Jasmine C. Petit, the end, the beginning,
Forever and Forever I will reign in this life and in paradise,
A mother to the motherless,
A comfort to the friendless,
I am a Women of GOD, if I ask it, it shall be so,
I command you let my heart go,
So I can be the Women God chose.

I Wish

I wish that I could hate you, or even berate you with words of how worthless you are.
I wish I never met you and that our friendship never made it this far.
I wish I could hate you because than my heart wouldn't break, at the thought of not being able to love you and feeling like I'm giving my love away.
I wish it didn't feel like cheating though we will never be in a relationship and I was actually married to someone else.
I wish time really did heal old wounds but time keeps nothing but itself.
I wish I could make love to you, to your spirit, than your mind, then body.
I wish above all that you would relinquish my heart and give it back to me.
I wish you would allow my soul to be free, though you are my Adam and I your Eve.
I wish, I wish I didn't live with this regret, I regret the day I met you or first spoke your name, I regret ever liking you because you never felt the same. I regret giving my heart to you though it feels like I have no choice. I regret that I write because this song bird has lost her voice.
I wish you the best, I wish you love and peace, until our time passes and we meet at God's feet.