I Wish

I wish that I could hate you, or even berate you with words of how worthless you are.
I wish I never met you and that our friendship never made it this far.
I wish I could hate you because than my heart wouldn't break, at the thought of not being able to love you and feeling like I'm giving my love away.
I wish it didn't feel like cheating though we will never be in a relationship and I was actually married to someone else.
I wish time really did heal old wounds but time keeps nothing but itself.
I wish I could make love to you, to your spirit, than your mind, then body.
I wish above all that you would relinquish my heart and give it back to me.
I wish you would allow my soul to be free, though you are my Adam and I your Eve.
I wish, I wish I didn't live with this regret, I regret the day I met you or first spoke your name, I regret ever liking you because you never felt the same. I regret giving my heart to you though it feels like I have no choice. I regret that I write because this song bird has lost her voice.
I wish you the best, I wish you love and peace, until our time passes and we meet at God's feet.