Scared

You scare me,
raised voices in the living room,
she never like arguing,
and after the beating she took in her last relationship, she hated contention,
any signs of anger or argument she flees,
This isn't life,
what scares you more talking to people or being home,
being home, focus the energy,
then you happen to talk to your boss and find out you are needed now more than ever,
escape from the prison,

Its like being locked in a cell,
a cell of fear, unable to unlock the door,
because you don't have the key,
it lays in the hand of another,
they keep my cell locked with fear,
I live scared