Every love I ever had left but came back to me.
Does that mean that it wasn't worth it for them to leave?
In your absence, I began to feel strong, the silence became my friend, and the darkness, my lover.
I want to feel something, but I don't; I am calm
There are lumps in my throat; no matter how much I swallow, they will not clear.
Yet when I was panicking, you were the only person I wanted to talk to.
You ignored my hysteria and told me exactly what to do, and just like that, the panic was gone.
Things aren't as damaged as I thought.
written in 2022
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