Dear Lover

I wish I felt your lips still pressed against mine,
tongues tied, dancing playfully side by side
I wish I felt your finger tips spelling out your desire,
hand prints on thighs, working their way inside
I wish I felt our bodies pressed together in ecstasy,
passionate strokes causing our bodies to erupt

I wish you kissed me slower, I wished you would take your time
I was your reward, crown jewel, Queen
not just something your were sliding between
so lover I wished you would take your time
I wished you loved me harder, harder then lovers do
I wished you and I could be US, that 1 + 1 could equal 1 and not 2

Dear sweet lover, I wish I was braver
I wish I would have said those words before feelings were confused
See I loved you but was not in love with you
and you were in love with me but did not love me
There is a difference, see
I wanted you to be successful
you wanted me sexually
and though I must admit you made me hot
it was that same heat that burnt up our picture of tomorrow
I would never say I was sorry for our journey,
it was beautiful while it lasted,
Its beauty helped me believe in love again
and live life with passion

I wish you a happy life, dear sweet lover