Ramblings

Nobody said loving yourself would be this hard
I thought, yay I love me and everyone would be happy for me
Instead my happy was a insanity of its own

See I like the solitude,
Like an alcoholic likes his liquor, I like my peace of mind
and they say you can't live alone in the world
and not be of the world but I think I got it down pact

My mother called me a name once,
said I could blend into any environment,
but I am a Scorpio, though my exs might call me a snake
but I don't get how I get called all the bad names but you did me wrong,

See this is why I like the solitude,
there is something comforting about being alone with ones thoughts
I keep replaying the steps I need to take, over again in my head

I had a dream that I had my feet and hands bound and I was thrown in a pool
I survived because my will to survive was stronger then the hands that cast me in the water
It was a sign that I needed to free myself, from my chains
and to lay waste to all that was holding me back
and if you aren't moving in a forward direction with me
then you must be moving against me
so I must let you go, see

She aint got time for all that
head bobbing, gum snapping
she aint got time for all that bullshit
all the lies and the games
boy aint you tired
go on in the house before it gets dark
cause only grown folks stay out in the dark