Saturday, July 30, 2022

Some body LIED

I, Colby J Tidwell, take you, Jasmine C Petit, to have an hold, for better or worse, in sickness and health, till death do us part. 
 
The lies he told. 

I never met a man that didn't feel the need to lie to me. 
Batter me with broken promises and dreams of a family. 
Leave my heart mangled after having his fill of my body.

My teacher once told me, "the only thing you will be suitable for is laying on your back."

I wish I could say she lied. 

Even when I said no, it was taken. 
Even when I hid from the world, they came and sought me so they could have their pound of flesh.  

You are loved. 

I scream in reply,

I am worthless and will never be more than just warm holes to be filled. 

Each day that is validated, that I am nothing and mean nothing to the people that claim to love me. 

I wish people would stop lying to me but it is my own fault because I lie to myself daily making excuses for why I excepted feeling like this. 

I was never sealed to my parents and want to be sealed to my children

It will happen

Somebody lied

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